I'm just not sure where to go from here. I'm really excited to dive deeply into my writing. Steve and I are housesitting for the next three weeks and I'm very excited to use the peace and quiet and space to spread out my books and my thoughts.
I think I'm realizing that I'm afraid to go back to my manuscript. I think, even though I know that it is fraught with disaster, there is a piece of me that likes it tucked in that neat corner in my mind as 'first draft: done.' Pulling it apart sounds so messy and disastrous!
I predict a bit of moodiness and a load of frustration, mixed with unusual introversion and a splash of depression. Such is the creator's process! And honestly, I'm looking forward to it!
(Steve- don't say I didn't warn you. :)
I hope you are able to collect your thoughts and write. It seems that would give you peace.
ReplyDeleteThanks...I feel the stirring of creativity filling up my lungs...Tomorrow I will write most of the day!
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